There are only 9 days left until my due date. Overall I feel like time has flown by since April when we found out we were expecting, but at the same time, this past week has almost felt like time has stopped. I am just ready to be able to hold my baby, not have to take over a minute just to roll over in bed, and to be able to wear other shoes than just the tennis shoes I have been wearing because of swelling.
I am starting to wish I didn't say I would work up until my due date. I know I just have today, a couple hours tomorrow and then 4 days next week, but I am still getting tired of being there. I feel like I can't concentrate completely on my work while I'm there because I am thinking about something with the pregnancy or parenting. Also, in the past week there has been a lot of added stress at work due to scheduling problems (both with patients and with one of my replacements) and with people being sick. I just wish I could stay at home and get stuff ready for her. Who am I kidding, I just wish I could stay at home and lay in bed or on the couch and relax until she comes! I have also run out of clothes that fit. I have about 2, maybe 3 shirts, and one pair of pants that fit properly enough to be worn to work. If I was just able to stay home then I could just wear sweats all day.
Sorry, this post was not supposed to turn into a giant complaint. I just feel like we have made it so far and yet I can't completely see the finish line.
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